Morning Wonders

Sometimes in life, you'd never see the answers you've always wanted to know, never realized things that you've always often wondered about in a thought or a dream, even when its splotched all over in front of your eyes. Well in my case it would be most of the time in my life. Its like, have you ever wondered how you've become the person you are right now?

I've always been an artsy person, I shall confidently say and there is no denying it. What were the signs? What made me realize? This morning for instance, well, right after I woke up and still lying in bed, to a very chilly comfortable morning, I starting wondering about all sorts again, as usual. This time I had thoughts about, of all things, how hard would it be to draw a short flip cartoon of Homer Simpson Throwing A Duff Beer Can. I wondered how his arm would work, how far back and at what proper angle it should be and right after that all the way up to Homer's eyes and hair to his plain white shirt and then going downwards to his pants and right back up again, to what sort of shoes would Homer wear. This dear readers, was completely random; hadn't watched a Simpsons episode the day before, didn't see head nor tail butt of Homer anytime at all. Its been ages since the last Simpsons episode I got to watch.

Then, it hit me.. I was meant for the arts all along in my life. The scribbles in my school history books, the assortment of twirled, chopped, shaped, mustache-ed and re-bearded men of history, even some get the "Eye Patch Treatment" or a more decent pair of spectacles at the least (not most mind you) and other more typical art pieces one would normally find in a person's school books. It goes up all the way to the exam papers. Whats a guy gotta do to spend the remainder of the exam period from boredom just sitting on a butt-sore-inducing wooden chair?

Bring into existence scribbles of beaches and the deep blue sea, an abundance of coconut trees growing fruitfully with the sun shining and three-lined birds fly above curvy blue clouds in the blank white empty portion of the Question Sheets. If I feel extra confident about my exam I'd cram in shadows of tall, snowy mountains with even more rarer than a blue moon if the phenomenon were to have existed at all; a lone Mountain Climber heading to the summit eager to put his/her flag on that very top, only to realize that silly ol' Mountain Climber left it far below at the foot of the mountain. Yes, I literally draw rock formations that look like toes to a foot at the base of those mini Mount Everest things.

Well hmm, yeah sure there were those other times where it seemed as if I shouldn't ever pick up a paintbrush ever at all in my life. A long time ago during my early attempts at taking up Art classes, I'll usually start off just fine, wide awake, then bit by bit, I would slowly drift deeper and deeper into my colorful mix of pastels and pencil sketches, way deeper into the heavenly white tiniest of the smallest-est recognizable molecules of paper fiber... I doze off. Sitting.

Its not my fault there's always a ceiling fan turned on at max speed every time I attend Art Class, is it? Such comfort to have me slip into a short-lived afternoon nap.

Sadly a genius of an artist would not be my fate. *Sigh* so many obstructions, demotivators throughout school life. Most of you would recognize the..

"Don't scribble nonsense in your books"
"What are you wasting your time on that for"
"Don't you have anything more important to do"

..lectures the moment you see your parents or teachers open their mouths to speak even a soundless breath before words bombard your ears with painful criticism and comments a.k.a. Nagging is caused by everyday work stress and the "I did it my way I turned out fine, why aren't you doing it like I used to do in school" thinking they tend to have. Ahh~ school life..

Back to the present, seems to me my interests never really died out after all. Visual art skills for me is very much dependent mainly on how much i ever would bother to practice. What I'm saying is.. my drawing skills may extend to a level above Stick Men at the very least. The same goes for my capabilities in music. Gosh if only I got to focus more on music when I started Keyboard class. Heck the teacher must have been super stressed up because she was always strict in class. I thought music was supposed to be fun and enjoyable. Especially for kids at my age when I was about 3 to 5. LOL.

To sum it all up, yeah my drawing is still shitty. Thank goodness for me meddling much with the old Windows 3.1 computer when it was still around I'm quite handy with the pc now, trying out recording the guitar with a cheap headset microphone, composing some really weird music and posting it on a Youtube channel. Finally freedom! ..partially. I still feel that I'm being so restricted by the limited amount of knowledge that I have, to express my thoughts on a piece of paper with some lead, ink or paint and all my wonderful bizarre ideas that I want to share with everyone on a music score or sheet and through some really good quality headphones.

Oh well thats the life of me for now. PEACE!

Phone service!

One of many more blog posts to come from my phone? Haha I hope so. This is kinda interesting since I can't really use my pc anytime from now till uh.. 3 to 6 weeks later? The only last moments I could recall before it went to total shutdown mode goes like this..

It was a pretty dull day. Raining I assure you, as it had been since hours before 'it' happened. Well most other previous occurrences when it rains the telephone and LAN cables get disconnected well heck.. as fast as lightning. This time, we didn't even think about it because it just seemed like a 'boy who cried wolf' situation. Gosh we were so getting it from the wolf this time, and the boy was going to get it way more from us.. whatever or whoever the 'boy' may be referred to.

Thunder made its presence known to us.. louder than ever which could only mean Zeus was directly on his way right above the house (yes its very much past my sleeping phase of the day so..) . Boom.. Flash.. Boom.. Flash..

FLASH*POP*BOOM..

You got that right. Something gave off a small wee little explosion.. which of course was right in front of my eyes, taking my attention away from another sad unfortunate 'turn off'.. one so bad you'd just go for days and days of sleepless nights wondering why did it have to be you having to do with this kinda poop at a time like this.

The modem popped.. the monitor got blank.. the pc was involuntarily shutdown and the power button seemed to be rendered useless. So right away I switched into diagnostic mode. Checked the usual connections which were the common culprits for a knocked-out com including the power supply unit, graphics card and the motherboard. I just thought the worst of it that the main board got fried which eventually I found out that I was right from the tech guy who told me that it was the the externally connected net card that was preventing the power circuit from running which was the problem but noo there was a problem with the motherboard which made the harddisk drives unreadable and in the end had to be sent for servicing.

Thank goodness the harddisks are still usable or else i'll have to reformat everything and installed each and every program one by one again or get new harddisks and OMG everything I edited music and stuff would be all gone! *pray*

Anyway point is..
1) PC is 3o'ed for awhile.
2) Sorry people i'll only be able to get back to editing music after the com is back.
3) I won't be able to check all my facebook apps often now! Oh noooo my RC.. my CA.. my SL~
=P

Okay thats all from the phone now its getting more lagged the more I write so.. PEACE!

Rebel Rush - Home. Earth

Hi again! I'm back with another odd sounding piece I guess.
Inspiration for this came from my very nonsensical imagination.
Something about monks going through their daily prayers at some secluded,
grand, ancient looking temple. One of them, looking rather sleepy,
starts dozing off.. bit by bit, nodding off rhythmically to the chants which somehow,
have a natural beat anyone could recognize. Nod.. nod.. nod.. nod..

The part about Earth?
well I got a bit bothered by all the earthquakes, tsunami and hurricanes,
global warming, corruption in politics, all the greed and selfishness in the world,
wars and misunderstandings happening these days.
I hope it all comes to an end one day and we all get to live well and prosper?
Haha lets all Hope for a better Future shall we?

Composed by - Me! (Rebel Rush)

Earth wallpapers by -
I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT WHERE DID I GET IT FROM! Credits to all I found you on Google Images! Thanks!

If you want to use my music in any way, please do give me some credit mention my name or something. Rate and comment! Peace for all !

Clean Your Room Right Now!

Yes Yes I'm gonna start redo-ing my blog layout already. Its been blue for too long so i thought i'd liven things up a lil more this time. For now we'll all have a plain and simple layout, like a scoop full of plain rice and barely tasteful soup. haha!

Enviromental Naite

Introducing the Sony Ericsson J105 Naite™ !

Looking at all the devastating events going no around the world these days, tsunamis, earthquakes, hurricanes, I want! Made in support of the preservation of the environment that is the world we live in, the planet, OUR HOME Earth.

Truthfully I think that all these unfortunate events happening these days are not just attributed to natural causes. Instead, I shall if I may, include one very outstanding obvious factor.. The Human Population.

GreenHeart™ is all about reducing negative impact on the enviroment. Recycled plastic housing, no lead and less chemicals, e-manual, ultra compact packaging and a low-power consumption charger to save energy: in short, your Naite™ is a greener, more sustainable choice.

All in all this wonder of a mobile phone works just fine considering the many features trimmed down to the basics like the camera and audio speakers. Its by far the most pleasant thing to have right now, for a guy like me of course. haha!

S.E.O.U.L. !!

Woohoo! Got TaeYeon, Will Love. ^_^

Update Coming Late

I know I really should update this blog already after months and months of drafts and stuffs by now its a new year and all but I just don't feel really into it these days but anyway tons of stuff I want to mention about like traffic jams stupidity classes buses trains and pains not to forget some other gains and losses some funny bosses, tosses and extensions unworthy mentions of..

Okay anyway.. I'll be awhile I'll surely put something up in a few..

Oh wait I already did. Updated! =P

The New Moon, Uncovered From The Darkest Night Sky

With all the hype going on about the long anticipated sequel to Twilight, New Moon, which I had very much impatiently waited for, is finally showing in cinemas!! ahem.. so I decided to go and watch of course. Do you know how kids usually pester their parents to go home after they've got what they want at the toy store? Or maybe thats just me.. Yes I totally felt that way, except once I got the tickets, I couldn't wait to go in instead of going home. On with it then!

I'll have you know right up from the start, I didn't want to set any expectations for it being a sequel, and I watched it with a state of open-mindedness one should supposedly have to enjoy movies with sequels. Even more after reading all four books, anything that comes on the big screen is almost always never exactly portrayed word for word, which is quite a bummer, which is yet to include the Nothing-Better-To-Do-ness of the Censorship Board, cutting off every single suggestive part of the movie that may seem to be unsuitable for ALL viewers apparently. Yes cut off a kiss or two because its for the good of people who squirm at lovey-dovey parts will you now, or some words that are not suitable for kids below a certain age, or whatever funny reasons they can come up with.. Weird!

Ah Bella Swan~ *drools* nah thats not like me I'm not that big of a fan. Though I'll say that Kristen Stewart wonderfully fits the part perfectly *I'm sure a few other candidates might be up to par with her or even better if they had any possible chance for the role but.. Too Bad~* and to me she really does give Bella the kind of existence every fan would ever wish for as close as it could get to being in real life; the movies. Its like even before the cast was chosen, she's already been the one and only rightful Bella I've had in my imaginary mind while reading the books! Though she is the lead actress in the Twilight Saga movies, there's this one other gorgeous beauty I could never stop to look out for..

Ashley Greene as Alice Cullen! Gosh she would really be something to drool over! Then again, no I'm not one to be a howling 'wolf' about stunning gorgeous females. She really, really stands out far more than the rest of the female cast *to me lah... alright fine I'm very much fascinated by her* and scene after scene I keep wanting for her to appear again and again. I question one thing which is, why did they decide on giving her the role of Alice instead *yup she auditioned for Bella at first* and after awhile of figuring out the answer, my guess is that its because she is more naturally err.. good-looking than Kristen to look the part of a fragile, human like Bella, and that decision was nothing short of a brilliant one. Ashley freakin' rocks as Alice Cullen and she is one huge reason why I would want to get back for another round of all four books! Alice Cullen in the books now has a face. Woohoo!

I'm not going to take sides with anyone and go all out to say that no matter how dreadful most of you may or may not think he is at playing the part of Edward, in my opinion he's done a quite OK job at it, for if the movie had some other well known actor/heart-throb/hunk/dream guy cast for the role, it would probably end up as some typical Hollywood action thriller romantic 'thing' which is well, just typically wow awesome and everything. However, you'd probably remember those guys more than the movie itself, which I don't think is and ever will be the main intention of it. The main focus is more about making the movie experience as similar as possible to the way it was written. So for that matter, sadly there's too much stuff taken off from the original storyline which no matter how small its significance in the plot, still plays an important part in how it should have been originally told.

Yup nothing much about Robert Pattinson @ Rpattz to be said by me for this movie sequel. Charming as he was in the first movie Twilight, none of it was given a chance to be shown.With him popping up every once in awhile, the strong steel chains that usually dragged in hordes and hordes of fan-girls were never properly bound. Giving the next guy one heck of a chance at the ladies attention this time around.

From the beginning of the movie, the scenes made it feel as if it was only all shades of black and white, cold and grey. Now when he starts to appear in the movie it totally changes the whole feel of it into an entire spectrum of warm, comforting colours! I'm not saying that i think he's like HOT or anything though you Taylor Lautner fans would whack me in the head for insisting on that and just stampede over me, going crazy over him and especially with his new buffed up, short hair look in New Moon. Catching up a little with the behind-the-scenes of the movie, I find it kind of idiotic to even have the mere thought of recasting some one else for the part of Jacob Black. He even already has that facial structure that will make you imagine he could already secretly turn into some animal of sorts in real life, specifically, into a huge, beastly, grand looking wolf!

Okay back to that colour thing, in the movie we see him going through the changes from human to gaining the ability to change into his wolf form, as you should know already to say they're all werewolves in the story would mean you're wrong as they're are more correctly known as Shape-shifters. At the same time, as Bella tries to get over her break up with Edward, Jacob ends up being the one to help her with that oh-so-painful event that gave her a sudden feeling of emptiness, being the guy to fill in that empty crater left by that big blow she received from Edward in the woods. He certainly does bring that warmth back to her life, so effectively that even whoever watches the movie would feel it too, which I certainly did. in each and every part of the movie where he appears, its like there's always that sun shining brightly past the dark clouds that hover above the entire time it seems almost like an eternity.

Reading the comments from the director and producer on the matter, it really did get me started with one thing in mind, "If the movie ain't so nice, its their fault because of all the dumb ideas they'd possibly decide for the movie" . So I checked up on Chris Weitz and just coming up to his track record of movies he's directed before comes this movie title which I can unfortunately describe only as Ugh, Bleh, and OMGB - Oh My Goodness Boring !

The Golden Compass, which I certainly can recall being quite long-winded, though having an interesting idea of a story at first, got really really dead boring as it got closer to the end. Now to compare this one to The Twilight Saga : New Moon, you may realize there are some sort of similarities between the two.

Both tend to be quite bland, empty at some parts. For instance in New Moon during the whole break up scene with Edward and Bella, the actors are very much responsible for bringing to life the emotions and feelings which has already been described in perfect detail to the readers of the book. Yet during the scene, there was no hint of deep down to the depths of darkness, bitter emptiness felt but instead, a very much tasteless, if tastelessness could even be measured, a scene where two people are struggling really hard to do just exactly what they should do, bring written words to life, especially that one significant part of the story. Thank goodness for the actors who've stayed on from the first movie that they've somehow covered up this one director's handiwork with their brilliant performance. *Applause*

Whats the whole point to conclude? Pray hard the director will never ever touch any of the other sequels in line.

Happy Reading! ^_^

Hold You, In My Arms

You always take my hand,
I can never hold you in my arms,
Its raining and its cold inside,
Dear god do I miss your warmth,

Even though its never gonna be the same again,
All I can do is think of you every now and then,
You hate to hear me say could we just be friends,
If we could turn back time to where it all began

Because..
We've been kept too far for long enough,
You don't know how much I've fallen in love,
With you, I do, I'm drowning inside,
There's just one thing left I can never hide,

For you, I'll hope for all the best,
When I'm gone its you I'll always miss,
In my life, its true, all I want from you,
Is for one last time to look into your eyes and,
Hold you.. hold you..

(cont.)



you want a post.. you got it. *winks*

What To Do - Monday Blues

Its always the same with most other non-typical Mondays in the past for me, wake up *late* and continue where I left off with my idea for some new stuff I came up with, or some lyrics I wrote out of no where some time ago, looking at the PC screen spacing out while still figuring out how it should sound like with Fruity Loops *Yes fruit is Good!* and just passing time like I shouldn't be..

Heck without even realizing the time, mom gets home from work, gets in the house, to her own computer, starts her daily Korean drama series routine *goes on forever* and then its time for dinner! Dinner was quite pleasant today.. Prawns in Sweet and Sour Sauce, Baked Beans with the usual fresh cut Onions,and a out of the ordinary Mushrooms in Black Pepper *this was awesome*, with rice of course, and soup. no FISH! haha!

Ahem..

And so it goes, done with every other normal day stuff with the night just only beginning, I get back to the PC once more with my guitar, strumming my brains with my fingers, figuring lines full of words, killing me softly with my song~ *Grrrruuugh*

In no time at all I get hungry again. So out of the spirit of Nothing Better To Do-ness, I went to scavenge for some edibles in the kitchen and came up with this!

Un-Lightened Tuna Mayo Sandwiches!

How I made it :

STUFF I USED..

Yer ol' trusty bread from Gardenia! Wholegrain Fibremeal!

*So you have a smooth visit to the toilet*

So Good You Can even eat it on its own~

Well not in this case lah got Tuna spread to accompany

The choice of Ladies?

Lady's Choice Mayonis Resipi Barat!

For that extraordinary 'westernized' flavor

Yum Yum Yum Yum Yum~

Ayam Brand Tuna Light! Light as in less Mayonnaise.. less 30 percent FAT!
not like I really bother anyway. =P

No not to be included with the whole mix of food..
Its for me to clean up whenever a splotch appears on the table! I like clean tables. (=

STEP 1

Get some Mayo with a spread knife and well, spread some on a piece of bread..

STEP 2

Take some tuna spread with the plastic spreading thingy *included with Tuna Spread* and put about two err.. lumps on one side like so..

STEP 3

Then, fold it in half, with the half that has the tuna on it, to the other side and rub it around a little so you spread the tuna evenly. Make another one while you're at it. Haha!

STEP 4

What else step some more? Eat already lah! Look at it so nice and tasty and yummy!

Even the next piece of bread being made also feel happy!

Me being me, I couldn't resist not finishing the can of tuna spread just 'cause I didn't want it to go bad if I left it in the fridge from having leftovers. Adding to the fact that there was still quite a lot of bread left..

Makan Lah! So I ate..

And I ate..

Finish!   =O

Ah super full. How do you finish a 'snack' like that? I got called out for mamak so I ordered some Iced Milo. Fooh~ complete!

Fish! I Must Say

People think I'm kinda weird because I don't like to eat fish.

Well nope that is certainly not right. I like..

Sushi !

And what kind of meat is always associated with sushi ?

Fish ! Salmon to be exact. Tuna, Cod.. Yeah! ^.^

I have this certain uh.. thing against fish though.

I'd take such a long time to eat fish,

if I really must eat some yes I do~

Why? Because.. !

Got Bones ! Lots of it !

Imagine that piece of bone, big or small,

thick as a toothpick or needle thin,

getting lodged in your throat.. OUCH!

and what might happen if,

you accidentally swallowed one and it got stuck?

You Choke !!

And You Choke More!!

Alright its not that exaggerated and the choking is from the inside,

however why don't you just try to imagine something sharp and pointy,

being embedded in your throat or flesh..

HOW do you get the bone outta your throat? By trying this out!

OK the dude looks Horny-ly wrong. O.o

Anyway..

THE HEIMLICH MANEUVER !

You can do it even for babies..

Uncle also can do..

Aunty also can do..

Animals also can do..

Haha LOL! Or if you've got some rice, or water to drink,

you can try gulp down large amounts of it and hope it'll..

dislodge the irritating thing *bone* off your throat.

POINT IS.. I prefer fish without dem bones.

And I don't like to get my hands dirty.

And I'd like to enjoy eating my food efficiently.

I LIKE FISH !

*All images directly linked to their original sites.Thank You!*

Being Hopeless Is Not The End

If you break the word into the two syllables its actually..

HOPE + LESS

So there you see?
Its just saying you have less hope than most! not no hope at all!
Comes to show that really,no matter what,
people who think they're just in a hopeless situation should always..

Be more .. HOPEFUL = HOPE + FUL ~ FULL
*don't bother about the equation .. I believe all readers are smart enough to know where I am getting at*

Its seriously an easier thing to do, than being less hopeful,
I mean, when you worry about stuff its not going to get you anywhere,
IF you keep worrying, and you haven't kick-started yourself,
looking for answers and solutions to all your unanswered QUALMS, QUERIES, and QUESTIONS..

GET ON WITH IT ALREADY !

Yes yes of course,
we will always have our Emotional Breakdowns @ Emo Moments.
After all, we're only just human.
However!
That doesn't give us a good reason to wallow in our sorrows for eternity.

So whenever you're feeling Lost or Down In The Dumps,

Quickly get your behind off the ground and Pick Yourself Back Up Again,
Figure out how to get your Answers and Solutions,
Need help? Ask people you trust,
They'll always certainly Be There For You.

Well you can always go Do It Yourself (DIY) everything,
You'll only take a longer time figuring out what you need to do.
Lets get to the point shall we?

Always,
Be HOPEFUL



NOTE : Decisions, Solutions and Answers you come to make,
should always benefit everyone,
without harming any other persons in the process.
Lets all have positive minds.

=)

Three Choices Three Wishes

I would like to get a new phone . Just because the one I have now didn't work some places just because of a little function called HSDPA which is well .. not in the phone. :(
Something to look forward to .. Three choices of phones to get ! Upcoming ones are always in consideration of course. =P

Bottled

Some time ago , I had nothing better to do! (NBTD)
So I went all the way to Pyramid's Jusco ,
Looked around ,
And then I spotted something really cool !

Like I said I had NBTD . So what else ?
I Buy Lah ! Hahaha !
It was on promotion or whatever anyway ,
So brought it home , kept in the refrigerator ,
Wait .. wait .. and wait .. TING !

Ah cold ! ^.^
Drink ~

Yes there's a coffee cup , salt shaker , food cover thingy ..


Close-up ! *heck the label soggy already .. I mean damp*


Close-up with flash !



Apa niee~ SE phone flash still ok lah .



These are all Macro setting shots ..



I shall Remind ya'll this is me with NBTD !



It actually didn't taste as syok as I expected . -.-




A bottle of sparkling juice !
Yes Its tooootally RANDOM !
Ahh~

Holly S*** I just made the Bottle Camwhore. o.O