What To Do - Monday Blues

Its always the same with most other non-typical Mondays in the past for me, wake up *late* and continue where I left off with my idea for some new stuff I came up with, or some lyrics I wrote out of no where some time ago, looking at the PC screen spacing out while still figuring out how it should sound like with Fruity Loops *Yes fruit is Good!* and just passing time like I shouldn't be..

Heck without even realizing the time, mom gets home from work, gets in the house, to her own computer, starts her daily Korean drama series routine *goes on forever* and then its time for dinner! Dinner was quite pleasant today.. Prawns in Sweet and Sour Sauce, Baked Beans with the usual fresh cut Onions,and a out of the ordinary Mushrooms in Black Pepper *this was awesome*, with rice of course, and soup. no FISH! haha!

Ahem..

And so it goes, done with every other normal day stuff with the night just only beginning, I get back to the PC once more with my guitar, strumming my brains with my fingers, figuring lines full of words, killing me softly with my song~ *Grrrruuugh*

In no time at all I get hungry again. So out of the spirit of Nothing Better To Do-ness, I went to scavenge for some edibles in the kitchen and came up with this!

Un-Lightened Tuna Mayo Sandwiches!

How I made it :

STUFF I USED..

Yer ol' trusty bread from Gardenia! Wholegrain Fibremeal!

*So you have a smooth visit to the toilet*

So Good You Can even eat it on its own~

Well not in this case lah got Tuna spread to accompany

The choice of Ladies?

Lady's Choice Mayonis Resipi Barat!

For that extraordinary 'westernized' flavor

Yum Yum Yum Yum Yum~

Ayam Brand Tuna Light! Light as in less Mayonnaise.. less 30 percent FAT!
not like I really bother anyway. =P

No not to be included with the whole mix of food..
Its for me to clean up whenever a splotch appears on the table! I like clean tables. (=

STEP 1

Get some Mayo with a spread knife and well, spread some on a piece of bread..

STEP 2

Take some tuna spread with the plastic spreading thingy *included with Tuna Spread* and put about two err.. lumps on one side like so..

STEP 3

Then, fold it in half, with the half that has the tuna on it, to the other side and rub it around a little so you spread the tuna evenly. Make another one while you're at it. Haha!

STEP 4

What else step some more? Eat already lah! Look at it so nice and tasty and yummy!

Even the next piece of bread being made also feel happy!

Me being me, I couldn't resist not finishing the can of tuna spread just 'cause I didn't want it to go bad if I left it in the fridge from having leftovers. Adding to the fact that there was still quite a lot of bread left..

Makan Lah! So I ate..

And I ate..

Finish!   =O

Ah super full. How do you finish a 'snack' like that? I got called out for mamak so I ordered some Iced Milo. Fooh~ complete!

Fish! I Must Say

People think I'm kinda weird because I don't like to eat fish.

Well nope that is certainly not right. I like..

Sushi !

And what kind of meat is always associated with sushi ?

Fish ! Salmon to be exact. Tuna, Cod.. Yeah! ^.^

I have this certain uh.. thing against fish though.

I'd take such a long time to eat fish,

if I really must eat some yes I do~

Why? Because.. !

Got Bones ! Lots of it !

Imagine that piece of bone, big or small,

thick as a toothpick or needle thin,

getting lodged in your throat.. OUCH!

and what might happen if,

you accidentally swallowed one and it got stuck?

You Choke !!

And You Choke More!!

Alright its not that exaggerated and the choking is from the inside,

however why don't you just try to imagine something sharp and pointy,

being embedded in your throat or flesh..

HOW do you get the bone outta your throat? By trying this out!

OK the dude looks Horny-ly wrong. O.o

Anyway..

THE HEIMLICH MANEUVER !

You can do it even for babies..

Uncle also can do..

Aunty also can do..

Animals also can do..

Haha LOL! Or if you've got some rice, or water to drink,

you can try gulp down large amounts of it and hope it'll..

dislodge the irritating thing *bone* off your throat.

POINT IS.. I prefer fish without dem bones.

And I don't like to get my hands dirty.

And I'd like to enjoy eating my food efficiently.

I LIKE FISH !

*All images directly linked to their original sites.Thank You!*

Being Hopeless Is Not The End

If you break the word into the two syllables its actually..

HOPE + LESS

So there you see?
Its just saying you have less hope than most! not no hope at all!
Comes to show that really,no matter what,
people who think they're just in a hopeless situation should always..

Be more .. HOPEFUL = HOPE + FUL ~ FULL
*don't bother about the equation .. I believe all readers are smart enough to know where I am getting at*

Its seriously an easier thing to do, than being less hopeful,
I mean, when you worry about stuff its not going to get you anywhere,
IF you keep worrying, and you haven't kick-started yourself,
looking for answers and solutions to all your unanswered QUALMS, QUERIES, and QUESTIONS..

GET ON WITH IT ALREADY !

Yes yes of course,
we will always have our Emotional Breakdowns @ Emo Moments.
After all, we're only just human.
However!
That doesn't give us a good reason to wallow in our sorrows for eternity.

So whenever you're feeling Lost or Down In The Dumps,

Quickly get your behind off the ground and Pick Yourself Back Up Again,
Figure out how to get your Answers and Solutions,
Need help? Ask people you trust,
They'll always certainly Be There For You.

Well you can always go Do It Yourself (DIY) everything,
You'll only take a longer time figuring out what you need to do.
Lets get to the point shall we?

Always,
Be HOPEFUL



NOTE : Decisions, Solutions and Answers you come to make,
should always benefit everyone,
without harming any other persons in the process.
Lets all have positive minds.

=)

Three Choices Three Wishes

I would like to get a new phone . Just because the one I have now didn't work some places just because of a little function called HSDPA which is well .. not in the phone. :(
Something to look forward to .. Three choices of phones to get ! Upcoming ones are always in consideration of course. =P

Bottled

Some time ago , I had nothing better to do! (NBTD)
So I went all the way to Pyramid's Jusco ,
Looked around ,
And then I spotted something really cool !

Like I said I had NBTD . So what else ?
I Buy Lah ! Hahaha !
It was on promotion or whatever anyway ,
So brought it home , kept in the refrigerator ,
Wait .. wait .. and wait .. TING !

Ah cold ! ^.^
Drink ~

Yes there's a coffee cup , salt shaker , food cover thingy ..


Close-up ! *heck the label soggy already .. I mean damp*


Close-up with flash !



Apa niee~ SE phone flash still ok lah .



These are all Macro setting shots ..



I shall Remind ya'll this is me with NBTD !



It actually didn't taste as syok as I expected . -.-




A bottle of sparkling juice !
Yes Its tooootally RANDOM !
Ahh~

Holly S*** I just made the Bottle Camwhore. o.O

I Have..

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)! Yea I partly have OCD.. kua~
I like to always nudge this one switch panel (the whole panel not just the switch) that turns the kitchen light on, every day, without fail! Sometimes even every time I pass it I will always nudge it a little without a thought! Because I feel like its never aligned enough with the wall tiles.
Haha! One other thing I always like to clean tables after eating especially in restaurants or food stalls I'd always get extra tissues to wipe the whole table! I mean like just think, you might put your hands on the table while you eat and well you don't know whats been on that table before you, and you have no idea where's the cleaning cloth been to before wiping your table! Eww..
Then there are things that just always seem not right and I'd just want to correct them like stacks of magazines or books yea make 'em all nice and arranged!

Well anyway I had some things I'd wanted to post sometime ago
End up I forgot about it so hahaha oh well when I recall anything then um..
I'll update more la , darn now why didn't I write it all out earlier
Recently my shoulder's been really bothering me so I went to see..
Doctor! no not a clinic doctor, those Chinese doctors whossitswhats
Oh never mind you know what I mean la those docs can massage until PAIN!

Like how can anyone stand that kind of pain and not shed a tear!
Ok well I didn't haha but still it was really excruciatingly torturous!
Vicious stings still come every now and then like reminders to me
Every other time I have to make sure I don't sit the wrong way or else!
Soo leceh! oh well as long as I can fix this two year old bother..

Did you know most problems I had that the Doc told me was err..
Over-use of the phone and the computer! like OMG~
Really la now if all that caused my aches.. Can't blame cheer!
Kay thats about it for now.. posting another song up soon.

Go Fight Win!
*sorry I'm really trying to amuse myself*

An Epic Dream

Now that I can already put up my own stuff online. Here.. Enjoy!
Another one from me called Epic Dream.
Sorry its got that lil bit of sparkle sound at the back..
Watch in High Quality (HQ) so you won't hear it. Its totally awesome!
As always.. Use Headphones for best results! Yay!

Falling Slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Day Dream

Once upon a moment,

A mid-day morn in time,

I'm still missing you,

Its all I ever can do,

Would you ever,

Be mine..

Now,

Half awake, a dream,

Such beautiful visions you make,

I'll savor,

From my imaginary plate,

Of you,

Your scent, flavor, taste..

Bittersweet,

you're not ever there,

Left alone in slumber,

In the end, back to the start,

an open door..

Hope,

To dream again,

of you once more,

Gladly.. I'll do,

Love You..

Endless

You think I would be envious,

You said you've got back with the other,

It doesn't mean that because I don't show it,

That I've lost all hope of us being together,

Then again,

You've lied to me, hide away from me,

Its okay, its alright I'll say,

I'd already thought it couldn't possibly be.

I said I love you. Its never ever a lie,

If you think it ever was though, I would rather just .. die,

Sure, its hard to believe, such a love so strong,

Could eventually, eventfully, possibly go wrong,

You're just everything fantastic,

And everything so right,

The start of heavenly mornings,

Until the silent end of night.

Pardon if you may, my blandness,

I guess its just senseless,

In dismay,

pretentious as I may not want to be,

I really do hope that you would clearly see,

My love for you is in every way,

Endless.

Have you ever felt like..

When you've stayed home for far too long you've lost all sense of the world around you. One day you finally decide to get out of your house to hang out at some places or meet your friends, who you've been hiding away from since you'd started with what ever activity thats been keeping you at home which in my case being able to try out The Sims 3 and of course, assignments stacked up together.. One pile, two pile, three pile.. etc.

You suddenly get this weird Fascination for every one other object you look at, come across or upon, every one person you meet, every place you go, every word heard and spoken, really like ... EVERYTHING !

How people laugh, how they'd gossip with one another animatedly at a café table, when two long forgotten friends meet each other after a long period of time, the way they speak, the languages they converse in, to the different postures of how they stand while they seem to be self-consciously looking around, observing their surroundings, trying to catch other people who happen to be looking at them?

And then it gets more detailed than just that, the tone and volume of their voices, the sweetness of a ladies speech, the hardness of a man's anger, the expressions they show when they try their hardest to communicated their thoughts, it all sounds like music to me, just at those moments.

Really, even an argument between a husband and wife sometimes just seems so amusing, or a dispute between a sales manager trying to calm down a customer, or well.. you get the picture I hope. Yes to me, it is very much similar to watching TV. Y'know, all those dramas you watch every other evening *Chinese serials for my case* and even now, these days you'll get to watch most of it on the Internet *Yea I do watch every now and then when someone else is watching* .

Where on earth am I going with this? I have no idea, I can't put a finger on it, I really can't describe it either very well for now. All I can say about this strange feeling right now is..

Its a wonderful world out there,
from the good to the bad of it all,
you'll really learn how to appreciate everything,
IF only you stood back, and watched in awe..

This is one way.

I can put music on my blog! I won't say much just listen. tell me what you think. =)

Regain . Recall . Return

I just got one of my many very very missed Dreams this morning! =D
Its been so long since I've got any of these stuff whatever you want to call it;
Active-brain-during-sleep thoughts and its me thinking too much even when I'm asleep, maybe even possibly Psychic Visions or Premonitions of the past or of the many possible futures to come, then again it may just be my over-imaginative mind creating its own work of art during its long awaited free time in the night. I wonder where does it get all its material..

Maybe there's some relation to this with my past few months of hectic unscheduled err.. schedule. Minding with work day and night, worrying about something, everything or nothing at all, wondering too much more than needed about other things, and the things of other things, AND the other things of other things! and the.. you get the picture..
My head has been filled with all other kinds of cluttered thoughts and memories (I don't mean insignificant information or anything like that. Its all still important just Rojak-ed mixed up like tasty sauce and a whole lot of veggies and the occasional pieces of Sotong)

Another possible contributor might have been one other reason, my sudden inspiration to make music once more after a certain period of disinterest (again I owe this to the workload). Now this I will not include all the music mixing and editing for Cheer09 that shall be considered as the tiresome work I mentioned earlier.

This sudden flood of creativeness with music, I owe it either to the much needed release of thoughts and err stress? Or maybe its just my irritating fringe at the front that I should probably do something about today. Randomly blamed. =P
Okay really now.. I tend to pick up my guitar and start playing away anything that reaches to my fingers from my mind.

One random thought ----> Music Instruments are Mediums for Emotional Expression

Came up with something since some few days ago. Started me off with a little bit of Acoustic Recording at home even. IF I complete a whole piece of OK-lah music I'll try put it up somewhere on my blog maybe. Actually I have a lot of other stuff before. But it all got deleted because of a much needed formatting of the PC and regretfully none of the old compositions were saved. So oh well spring-cleaned and start fresh!

ANYHOW!

Point is.. i woke up early today from a weird dream, remembered I didn't eat dinner because I slept early, feared for a case of gastritis, rushed down to kitchen, found Oreos and ate a whole lot of it, feel better now. Phew!

Oreos saved my life. Hahaha!

Chocobo Oh Chocobo Wii !